Thursday, March 17, 2005
I was riding up the escalator.

She had jet black curls, the type tat bounces in the air around her as she walks. Suddenly, she tossed her hair back, I saw a glimpse of her porcelain smooth skin, flawless, with a tint of blusher on her cheeck bone, of a warm rose blossom. She was dressed in a Power Suit. Black skirt with white Pin-stripes, temptingly short. Below her jacket, a white blouse, her red lacy camisole underneath showing through. She bent down, the guy behind me gasp, she touched her long smooth calve in an upward motion, with her fingers so long and delicate. She was wearing a pair of black stilettos to go with her suit.....only thing is ......her stilettos is from Metro, $39.90 with a 20% less discount sticker still on the sole!

I smiled to myself.....girls, a piece of advise, please please peel that sticker off before you wear them......
posted by LiN at 1:14 PM |
Friday, March 11, 2005
Really nt in da mood, now wif news tat there is a possibility of retrenchment. Wat da ya tink? Shld I stay till end of year collect the benefits than look for another job r juz go ahead n start looking fr nw.

I tink work had exhausted me, I have done everything there is to do. No more challenges for me, too many things bogging me dwn. I tink I was at my best when I was wif SR, I had the whole office to myself, however, the environment was not suitable for me. I like being wif pple, interact n work wif them, that is why I like the co-ordinator job, but I dont like the marketing part. OR the fact that I had to face 4 walls alone everyday, only the phone ring to accompany me. I was almost a "Mountain tortoise".

Hav been trying to read bks, (yikes!, I'm becoming more like my Hubb nw!!!). Im trying to do some soul searching b4 I embark on my next career journey. Dun want to be a job hopper anymore. Fact is, I dont consider myself a job hopper. I only branched out fr a technical job, exploring wat else I could do wif tat dip of mine. I found out tat there is a whole world out there, I tink I had stretched my dip to its max, in tat journey, I had discovered my real potential, my capabilities, this current job was a mistake. I was doing so well in the previous jobs, I just wanted an easy escape, dun blame me, I was goin thru alot in my personal life at tat moment tat I cant take tat extra pressure, to mit the sales target. I know I will breakdwn. My ex-boses were good pple, well most of the time, they understood me. I do feel guilty for lying to them on the real reason as to why I left but I cant muster enuff courage to tell them. Well, it doesn't matter nw does it?

My mind is so fragmented today. Mixed feelings too. I am lost in a maze.
posted by LiN at 4:41 PM |
Thursday, March 03, 2005
My HOD is a gd man. He is clear and transparent of everything....Now we know tat the shit tat happens at my work place is also in the office. Thus these pple are spoilt, they let them be.

Training, do you know tat they allow a Div 4 to go to a Div 3 and 2 courses? SHIT HOLE! Their reason, "why not if you are interested". Well, Hello, Im sure there is a reason why they classify things to different div.....not juz for fun! Letting a Div 4 go to a Div 3/2 course spoils them! Not to say it denies a totally entitled person fr Div 2/3 of their position in the class. Their head get bigger, swelling. I will be ever so happy if that shit head explodes....leaking more shit fr inside....hahaha...

Im adamant to go away....nothing will stop me nw, except for the fact tat I hav nt found a job. Maybe my working experience is too much a qn for some employers. I must pray harder to get a job.

Oh, btw, that shit head, she follows me to the office, juz to spy on me to know wat I am doing wif my HOD, r mayb an office staff tipped her off. Anyway, only guilty pple are ever so conscious of others. A pity, she has to b on her toes all the time, soooo afraid that some one might sabo her.

Oh c'mon SHIT HEAD, its not you SHIITTY BIZ.....

(Oh, btw, dont bother understding wat I wrote-I dont either....Juz letting things out....)
posted by LiN at 5:17 PM | 0 comments