Hey its Friday!
But Im dead tired...altoe class end early today, the teachers came wif requests at 3.30pm, short of 0.5hr to knock off time! Some even had the cheek to try the "I thought I gave you the list?" thingy again. "So simple, did this last year wat? Anyway my class is at end of Monday." Ya, first, the apparatus dont sit in a corner waiting for the chance to jump out of the cupboard when you intend to use them, we have to unassemble the previous one and reassemble as you requested. Plus you are not the only teacher doing practicals! Other teachers exist too you know!
There is simply no respect for us, the support staff. Its almost like "U had me at Hello, U had me at Hello".....Rush like mad, to mit inconsiderate teachers request. Of course we can choose to say "No!" but then somehw or rather the fault will be back at us....not being cooperative!
Seems like the reminder during the meeting did not work. No way I can change things here, not when the other party is willing to be at their beg and call and spoil the system.
Have to go, leave here I mean, sent a resume today, altoe 5 days late. Shit!!!!!!!!!!! I forgot to include my email add in the resume!!!!!!! F*$%!!!!! Arrrgghhhhh!!!!!
Ok dun panic, just check my hp more often. R shld I send them an email? Wat da ya tink?
Oh btw enjoy ur wkend.....I noe I will try.....
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I hav a terrible.... thumping thumping thumping....in my head. A headache, suddenly popped out of nowhere. I was not even in stress or thinking abt something. Dunnoe where it came from. Hav been experiencing pain in my head since young, but I dont think it is anything serious.
Will b bz tis wk, hav a Bdae party tis Friday at M hotel (anybody know where it is?) ( Is there such a hotel wif juz an alphabet?), Thurs will be spent looking for the presie. Sunday I will b out wif my mum early in the morning. Arggh...hate to wake up early on Sundays! Sat is the day I will be looking forward to, Im spending a day at the beach wif my Hubb, wif tent and all. Been quite sometime since we spent whole day at a beach together.
Been reading tis bk, "The Go-Girl Guide to First Year in Marriage", the author is quite funny, a light hearted read, wif experiences of others in their first yr. In the bk, she wrote abt how when a couple is dating, they spend more time wif each other compared to when they are married. Quite the opposite to wat u think it wld be right? Its quite true really.....lesser time for each other coz more errands to run.
Sooo....a lame way to end my blog, gotta go home to my Hubb, he's on leave, time is precious remember.....
ps. My headache's almost gone! Haha...
Will b bz tis wk, hav a Bdae party tis Friday at M hotel (anybody know where it is?) ( Is there such a hotel wif juz an alphabet?), Thurs will be spent looking for the presie. Sunday I will b out wif my mum early in the morning. Arggh...hate to wake up early on Sundays! Sat is the day I will be looking forward to, Im spending a day at the beach wif my Hubb, wif tent and all. Been quite sometime since we spent whole day at a beach together.
Been reading tis bk, "The Go-Girl Guide to First Year in Marriage", the author is quite funny, a light hearted read, wif experiences of others in their first yr. In the bk, she wrote abt how when a couple is dating, they spend more time wif each other compared to when they are married. Quite the opposite to wat u think it wld be right? Its quite true really.....lesser time for each other coz more errands to run.
Sooo....a lame way to end my blog, gotta go home to my Hubb, he's on leave, time is precious remember.....
ps. My headache's almost gone! Haha...
posted by LiN at 4:56 PM
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Every Sunday at 5pm, I feel sad. Sad tat my wkend is coming to an end. Tat its goin to be another 5 long days before I can feel happy again. I am such a person.
Need to find other sources of happiness to feel my 5 long days. Driving had been an inconsistent source. Depending on the instructor. If I get to go on the next lesson, I feel light and gay, and as I walk back to the mrt, I feel a breeze blowing, lifting me up.
I need an instructor who could teach me then keep quiet, I need to concentrate. Wat do u expect fr a girl who hav neber touched a car. I need to get warm to tat baby before I could drive him up. After tat he wld understd hw I feel and I will know wat he needs exactly, a slight push, a caress, a turn....
I hav been stubborn. I want to get an interview, but I am lazy to write up a resume, to try to sell myself in a piece of paper. All that shit that happens in an interview, I was quite gd at it, sometime back, but now tat I am always conversing in broken English n even broken dialects and Malay, I need to brush up. Lots of hard work is needed. I've to get my brain working too. Been brain dead since I joined the ministry.
Im looking forward to a trip to Bintan in June (hopefully, InsyaAllah) unless my Hubbs decided to draw out last min again.
Adios wkend.....
Need to find other sources of happiness to feel my 5 long days. Driving had been an inconsistent source. Depending on the instructor. If I get to go on the next lesson, I feel light and gay, and as I walk back to the mrt, I feel a breeze blowing, lifting me up.
I need an instructor who could teach me then keep quiet, I need to concentrate. Wat do u expect fr a girl who hav neber touched a car. I need to get warm to tat baby before I could drive him up. After tat he wld understd hw I feel and I will know wat he needs exactly, a slight push, a caress, a turn....
I hav been stubborn. I want to get an interview, but I am lazy to write up a resume, to try to sell myself in a piece of paper. All that shit that happens in an interview, I was quite gd at it, sometime back, but now tat I am always conversing in broken English n even broken dialects and Malay, I need to brush up. Lots of hard work is needed. I've to get my brain working too. Been brain dead since I joined the ministry.
Im looking forward to a trip to Bintan in June (hopefully, InsyaAllah) unless my Hubbs decided to draw out last min again.
Adios wkend.....
posted by LiN at 6:55 PM |
Hav been so angry wif her that it took up so much of my energy. I cant even be bothered to blog it coz it wld only relight that anger I had.
I had tried to let the matter rest but the repercusions were affecting me, other teachers had started to question my intergrity.
Tat mouth of hers needs to be stapled together! Only then will she not be able to gossip, comment, tell lies, spread rumors, most importantly, sucking up!!!!!
Gosh! Ada juga org mcm gini di dunia. Masya'Allah!!!!
Ya Allah! Berikanlah aku ketabahan dan kekuatan mengharungi dugaan yg kau berikan.
After 2 days of keeping to herself, she could not control her mouth any longer, its like the water is overflowing the damn. (Pun intended) She finally broke silence when she needed my help wif some internet searching. Then she started her routine of sweet talk infront and backstabbing behind. Sejahil2 nya manusia mungkin dia lah orang nya.
Im still searching for a new job. Cant seem to wait for that transfer. Nw I understand the situation the jobseekers are in. There are vacancies only in the previous line, in the lab. I dont want to join the lab n find out that my classmates are my senior or worst still, my juniors are!
Maybe I should go back to office work. Wish me luck....
I had tried to let the matter rest but the repercusions were affecting me, other teachers had started to question my intergrity.
Tat mouth of hers needs to be stapled together! Only then will she not be able to gossip, comment, tell lies, spread rumors, most importantly, sucking up!!!!!
Gosh! Ada juga org mcm gini di dunia. Masya'Allah!!!!
Ya Allah! Berikanlah aku ketabahan dan kekuatan mengharungi dugaan yg kau berikan.
After 2 days of keeping to herself, she could not control her mouth any longer, its like the water is overflowing the damn. (Pun intended) She finally broke silence when she needed my help wif some internet searching. Then she started her routine of sweet talk infront and backstabbing behind. Sejahil2 nya manusia mungkin dia lah orang nya.
Im still searching for a new job. Cant seem to wait for that transfer. Nw I understand the situation the jobseekers are in. There are vacancies only in the previous line, in the lab. I dont want to join the lab n find out that my classmates are my senior or worst still, my juniors are!
Maybe I should go back to office work. Wish me luck....
I know it is sinful to hate ur enemy. Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. did not the least hate his enemy even when they went overboard. I, for one, am no angel.
I hate her. I dont understand hw such a person wld go all the way out to try to harm the other person. Through lying.
Today, she lied, she tried to turn the "simple minded" against us. A defamation. A big fat lie. A lie with no basis. She said that the teacher had written a requisition form last wk and we did not prepare the items. But she did not know that at the moment that teacher was there, all three of us were ard, even the "simple minded" heard her sayin that she is nt doin practical. So it is either a case of teacher coverin her ass or she was trying to create conflicts betw the three of us.
If it was the teacher, then I am unhappy that she tried to cover her ass by questioning our integrity. She is capable of such. Had did that once before but I had confronted her then. I never had respect for her anyway.
But more likely, it is her. Coz just last Fri she tried the same thing. I had personally asked a teacher twice if she will be using any apparatus for her class the next day, she said no, only some av items. So before goin off early, I had passed the msg to the "dumb fool" and as usual diligently write on the notice board for all to see. Apparantly that morning, she tried to psycho the "dumb fool" saying that the teacher had told me but I did not prepare the items and worst still, I did not write it down. When asked by the "dumb fool" I clearly voiced out that the instruction is as I had passed the msg to him. When the topic was brought out, I pointed out that NO the instructions is as per written. But it could be that it is a last min request. Knowing the teacher she is never capable of saying " I had told her yesterday, u mean she didnt prepare it?". It is clear that it is one of her many silly empty tries to prevent alliance forming betw us.
My cue is TRY HARDER but u will never be able to make it! HAHAHA......
Oh...had a great Sat wif my Hubb, will let u noe...stay tuned......
I hate her. I dont understand hw such a person wld go all the way out to try to harm the other person. Through lying.
Today, she lied, she tried to turn the "simple minded" against us. A defamation. A big fat lie. A lie with no basis. She said that the teacher had written a requisition form last wk and we did not prepare the items. But she did not know that at the moment that teacher was there, all three of us were ard, even the "simple minded" heard her sayin that she is nt doin practical. So it is either a case of teacher coverin her ass or she was trying to create conflicts betw the three of us.
If it was the teacher, then I am unhappy that she tried to cover her ass by questioning our integrity. She is capable of such. Had did that once before but I had confronted her then. I never had respect for her anyway.
But more likely, it is her. Coz just last Fri she tried the same thing. I had personally asked a teacher twice if she will be using any apparatus for her class the next day, she said no, only some av items. So before goin off early, I had passed the msg to the "dumb fool" and as usual diligently write on the notice board for all to see. Apparantly that morning, she tried to psycho the "dumb fool" saying that the teacher had told me but I did not prepare the items and worst still, I did not write it down. When asked by the "dumb fool" I clearly voiced out that the instruction is as I had passed the msg to him. When the topic was brought out, I pointed out that NO the instructions is as per written. But it could be that it is a last min request. Knowing the teacher she is never capable of saying " I had told her yesterday, u mean she didnt prepare it?". It is clear that it is one of her many silly empty tries to prevent alliance forming betw us.
My cue is TRY HARDER but u will never be able to make it! HAHAHA......
Oh...had a great Sat wif my Hubb, will let u noe...stay tuned......
posted by LiN at 4:54 PM |
Mood: Sad n lots of angst
Its Thursday again, 1 wk later.
Looks like my blog is becoming more boring, the same repeatative mention of my frustrations, my anger, my sadness.
I have decided, I will apply for trf this June. Sorry AJ, hav to go.
If u talk abt nt utilizing ur dip, im a worst off case, I guess. Been workin since graduation but yet still cant stay put in a job; note: jobs not career. At least u hav a passion, IT, and u r passionate abt it. Me? I still dont know wat is my passion, havin being dictated fr my childhd days, wat is gd n bad for me, Im clueless of wat I want/ need.
One thing I want right nw is to do driving. I need to learn something n nt let my brain rot like theirs. Gosh! My English is deteriorating due to the Singlish, Mixed English n Malay I hav to use at work in order to get the message to them. Yet sometimes, the msg still didnt get thru. These pple assume alot basically coz they dont know much. They also bad mouth alot, spread rumors, create stories, all of which are not true!!!!!!
But kudos to them, in their simple ignorance, they surely know hw to Angkat alot, to play simple petty politics. I guess it comes wif being in the force for over twenty yrs.
Back to driving, last Sat was my first lesson. The instructor was some big muscular gangster, quite intimidating for a first leson. He talks a lot, too fast, not clear. Basically, last Sat's prac brought dwn my confidence, I tot I wld need more than 25 lessons, n am almost certain I wld hav to retake my prac a few times.
But Yesterday was diff, the instructor was a big giant man, who is 1/2 bald but very funny n accomodating. He reminds me of BFG, Big Frendly Giant. The Literature bk I read in secondary school. Throughly enjoyed it, the bk tat is. He gave very clear, precise instructions, thanks to him, my confidence is nw back up. Infact I feel like I am enjoyin driving, each n every turn. Looking forward to this Sat's prac.
I admit, I hav a bad temper. I panic alot. Get frustrated everytime things dont go my way r as planned. Tats juz me. Worst still, my other half is a mix of fire + water. So sometimes he smoothers me fr a boil till I am only sizzling. Sometimes, he is as hot r hotter than me, temper tat is. Like today, we were like scorching hot Bara. We each blew our tops off. Thing is I always feel miserable after blowing off like tat n I feel the after effects. Im the type who needs a clear mind n good mood to start the day r the rest of the day will be a disaster. He is still nt talkin to me....Dear, I am sorry.
Nobody ever said Marriage is easy. Lots of pain n agony. Also lots of wonderful memories. It is just the path u hav to take, nobody escapes that path. For some the path is always on Gear 5, cruisng all the way. Others hav to adapt to bumpy Gear 1 to 5. I'd rather hav the later.
Its Thursday again, 1 wk later.
Looks like my blog is becoming more boring, the same repeatative mention of my frustrations, my anger, my sadness.
I have decided, I will apply for trf this June. Sorry AJ, hav to go.
If u talk abt nt utilizing ur dip, im a worst off case, I guess. Been workin since graduation but yet still cant stay put in a job; note: jobs not career. At least u hav a passion, IT, and u r passionate abt it. Me? I still dont know wat is my passion, havin being dictated fr my childhd days, wat is gd n bad for me, Im clueless of wat I want/ need.
One thing I want right nw is to do driving. I need to learn something n nt let my brain rot like theirs. Gosh! My English is deteriorating due to the Singlish, Mixed English n Malay I hav to use at work in order to get the message to them. Yet sometimes, the msg still didnt get thru. These pple assume alot basically coz they dont know much. They also bad mouth alot, spread rumors, create stories, all of which are not true!!!!!!
But kudos to them, in their simple ignorance, they surely know hw to Angkat alot, to play simple petty politics. I guess it comes wif being in the force for over twenty yrs.
Back to driving, last Sat was my first lesson. The instructor was some big muscular gangster, quite intimidating for a first leson. He talks a lot, too fast, not clear. Basically, last Sat's prac brought dwn my confidence, I tot I wld need more than 25 lessons, n am almost certain I wld hav to retake my prac a few times.
But Yesterday was diff, the instructor was a big giant man, who is 1/2 bald but very funny n accomodating. He reminds me of BFG, Big Frendly Giant. The Literature bk I read in secondary school. Throughly enjoyed it, the bk tat is. He gave very clear, precise instructions, thanks to him, my confidence is nw back up. Infact I feel like I am enjoyin driving, each n every turn. Looking forward to this Sat's prac.
I admit, I hav a bad temper. I panic alot. Get frustrated everytime things dont go my way r as planned. Tats juz me. Worst still, my other half is a mix of fire + water. So sometimes he smoothers me fr a boil till I am only sizzling. Sometimes, he is as hot r hotter than me, temper tat is. Like today, we were like scorching hot Bara. We each blew our tops off. Thing is I always feel miserable after blowing off like tat n I feel the after effects. Im the type who needs a clear mind n good mood to start the day r the rest of the day will be a disaster. He is still nt talkin to me....Dear, I am sorry.
Nobody ever said Marriage is easy. Lots of pain n agony. Also lots of wonderful memories. It is just the path u hav to take, nobody escapes that path. For some the path is always on Gear 5, cruisng all the way. Others hav to adapt to bumpy Gear 1 to 5. I'd rather hav the later.
posted by LiN at 10:25 AM |