This is LiN's Life

Every Sunday at 5pm, I feel sad. Sad tat my wkend is coming to an end. Tat its goin to be another 5 long days before I can feel happy again. I am such a person.

Need to find other sources of happiness to feel my 5 long days. Driving had been an inconsistent source. Depending on the instructor. If I get to go on the next lesson, I feel light and gay, and as I walk back to the mrt, I feel a breeze blowing, lifting me up.

I need an instructor who could teach me then keep quiet, I need to concentrate. Wat do u expect fr a girl who hav neber touched a car. I need to get warm to tat baby before I could drive him up. After tat he wld understd hw I feel and I will know wat he needs exactly, a slight push, a caress, a turn....

I hav been stubborn. I want to get an interview, but I am lazy to write up a resume, to try to sell myself in a piece of paper. All that shit that happens in an interview, I was quite gd at it, sometime back, but now tat I am always conversing in broken English n even broken dialects and Malay, I need to brush up. Lots of hard work is needed. I've to get my brain working too. Been brain dead since I joined the ministry.

Im looking forward to a trip to Bintan in June (hopefully, InsyaAllah) unless my Hubbs decided to draw out last min again.

Adios wkend.....