Saturday, June 30, 2007
Today is the last day of June.

Tomorrow, the first day of July.

That means I'll be returning to work soon...sob..sob..

Too soon. If you ask me.

I still havent had enuff of Lil' Monster. Nope, 3 months of Maternity Leave is definately not enough!

Please ahh, 3 months to be translated as 28 days calendar (not 31 days ah!), including Saturday, Sunday and Public Holidays HOKAY!!! I feel cheated!!!

Everything is almost ready. We've got the babysitter, had discussed with her on the arrangements. I've made the list of things to bring over to the babysitter's house. I've been practicing my driving skills with my Hubb beside me, incase I need to drive the car.

Everything is ready.

Except for me.

I will miss her...
...whining which would wake us up every morning
...smiling to me every morning
...morning smell even if it is the smell of susu basi. It is the best smell to wake up to.
...bathtime when she would cry and struggle when I try to put baby powder on her face
...snoring with me during the late afternoon naps
..."conversations" with me
...big round eyes peering at me during night feeds

Ya Allah, please give me the strength to go through this. Only you would understand.

My dearest Nurul, mummy will miss you dear!






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