Thursday, January 27, 2005
Tis wk is almost over n its bean over a wk since my last entry.

Petty office politics at wrk is absorbing too much of my energy, considering tat I always come to wrk only half full of zest. I decided that I shld only allow temporary anger take place, after wch, I will nag, complain to whoever is ard me (regardless to whether they are willing listeners-AJ if ur reading this, sori but thanks for being my punching bag every day at lucnh!) and LEARN TO LET IT GO......

I hav also decided that I shall only try to advise, open up the mind of "the simple minded who is easily influenced" nothing more. The rest hav to come fr her, she hav to use effort to think n decide for herself. This is a decision I made after experiences in wch I hav advised her on hw to handle the situation, feasible advice I wld say, but yet wen the "idiot trying to act smart" comes along talked to her, all my effort wld be washed dwn the sink, she wld believe the "idiot" instead.

As for the "dumb fool who refuses to open up his mind", an incident happened yesterday, n he broke his alliance wif the "idiot", but as of this morning, things seem to hav taken a diff turn, seems like the "idiot's" simple gestures of sucking up to him had made him forget all the betrayal of wch he spoke of wif much resent n anger yesterday.

HAIZ....LET IT GO.....
posted by LiN at 10:57 AM |
Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Tats the com...but its so much nicer in upclose
posted by LiN at 5:00 PM | 0 comments
Yup, another normal day it is.

Today the other one is on leave so I could do this blog. I spent short of 1 hr on the com juz nw, tryin to get pics on my blog but tis com at wrk dont allow me to install "HELLO". Still tryin to figure out other ways...I know, Im slow, tats juz me in relations to IT and technology.

Juz short of 1hr.... n the one -who needs to be treated like a child-was already talkin behind my back, she tinks I cant hear her whisperin to the one -who was trying to find alliance wif me yesterday-....who cares!!!! Ive finished my work. I work much harder than the rest, nw is my time to rest, at least I dont PLAY GAMES ON THE INTERNET AT WORK or ACT LIKE IM READIN THE COM MAINTENANCE FILE BUT ACTUALLY DOZING OFF......

To better things....Im goin to Robinson after wrk which is abt 20 mins to go...to c if I cld get tat cutesy pink shoe I mentioned abt at the sale. Havent been to town for sometime nw. Then Im meetin my Hubbs fr sch.

Ya bout that suicide, a man jumped off my mum's corridor last Sat. Me an my Hubbs spent the whole day there but the only inkling we had of the incident was when we heard a loud thump n the floor shook at ard 7+pm. (the 3 musketeers wld be ever so happy to buy the four digits 0919 or any combination herewith, if I wld hav told them)

Back to the man, apparently he didnt die, a tragic ending if u ask me, he was still conscious as he fell on a grass patch wen the cops arrive. His slippers was still at the corridor, side by side. I was told by my Hubbs frens (the cops) that he blindfolded himself. If I were him, I wld go to a higher floor, at least it wld gurantee instant death. Livin wif broken bones and everything is even worst!!!

So my mum is nw terrified of sending me off at the corridor. Juz incase someone taps her shoulders fr behind asking for his slippers.....that wld be so eerie.....

........ Oppss...5...later.....
posted by LiN at 4:30 PM |
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
I discovered the trick, act like u care, empathise, give her a bit of face, it works that way wif her. Just like u treat a small kid. Suddenly two of them were nt gettin along so well, I sense. The other tried to find alliance wif me, I played along, but wif much care. Incase he turned ard n started to backstab me again. Lots of work makes me feel "Hey! Its not so bad afterall"...this makes me wonder about the transfer...

Was at Robinsons Warehouse sale last Sunday, was there wif my mum-in-law. She immediately lighted up when I mentioned about the sale, so I asked her if she wanted to go. Bought a few stuff but it amounted to >$200!!!!! Can hardly believe the cash register....I didnt buy anything BIG though....a bedsht wif comforter, a new handbag, a pair of work pants...I didnt even get the cutesy pink shoe...no size...sob..sob... Must keep my hands off my NETS card...(can u imagine if I hav a credit card!!!)...no more shopping till next mth...(except if I chance on something cheap...but it must be a sensible buy...but then again, when its cheap, its a sensible buy rite? hehehe...)

My hubbs is ill...nt the whole of him, (esp nt his fingers and brain coz it could obviously still work on the PC games) only his toe, some kind of infection wch we do not even know where it came fr. SO he's on MC for two days, practically, the whole of this wk....nt fair!!!! He was juz starting wrk after a wks leave last wk!!!!! So I was tryin to be a gd wifey....like he did for me...but I guess I failed miserably...(...I was out shopping wif his mum remember...while he was knocked out by the medicine....hehehe....) well at least I tried...

Ohh...I hav a story abt a suicide tat happened last Sat....a backlog...will do it tmr, coz one's on leave so I can concentrate on blogging....

Same time tmr ya....Later....

posted by LiN at 5:02 PM |
Friday, January 14, 2005
Juz a Quickie......

Coz I cant contain it no more......

Holdin it in, I cant any longer......

I'm bursting out anytime now......

I"VE PASSED MY BT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

........wat were u tinkin of........

Till later......
posted by LiN at 4:16 PM |
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Hey u all out there!

I'm back in brand new 05! Well, not so new, been 2 wks nw. Nt so great a yr so far...

For a start my Basic Theory was supposed to be computerised, I was promised that I wld get my results immediately but I was cheated! The com crashed on me n so the whole exam was still done the old way-shading boxes. (Shld nt be too hepi wif the initial news, i bet the com's trying to sabotage me again!!) They said the results will be posted within a wk but to date its still not here! Just anxious I guess.

This Mon, after a wkend of feasting ( I really meant Feasting, as in 7 dishes n rice then later Mint Ice Cream) n "merry makin", I was on MC. Dun noe wat was wrg, had cramps sooo bad worst than those u get every mth. My Hubbs was sooooo sweet, he took care of me the whole night, sleepin only at 3am! He put a hot pack for me, fed me warm water....My Hubbs, ahhhh....

That reminds me of the time wen I had my doubts, of us, wld we be gd together, cld I grw old wif him, wld he be a gd leader for our family n my children....so many more. Alhamdulillah, despite our squabbles, tantrums n fights, he is the one. My only one. InsyaAllah, we wld be together thru thick n thin. Like a line fr the movie Runaway Bride wch goes somethin like.."I can promise u we will hav a hard time, but I will be with you...." or something like that....must refresh that movie....

Opps...FIVE pm, time to go....a sudden end...but I'll be back...some day....

...Later.....



posted by LiN at 5:05 PM |